Well.... A conversation on kik has caused some deep feelings.. Doesn't help I've been depressed since mid March.. Its my fault for bringing it up. So, uh..... I'm talking to this guy on kik about thunderstorms which struck a nerve.. I should have changed the subject but I didn't.. Instead I decided to dwell on…

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Dye and trim

I FINALLY did something for myself. I feels great, I look great, i look and feel sexy. I honestly feel less depressed!! They weren't lying when they said to do things for yourself. 🙂 🙂

Nightmare

I had a horrible dream last night that woke me up in a cold sweat and had me crying so hard I couldn't breathe.  I had a dream that Vincent was in elementary school and being made fun of for his lip. The other kids didn't want to play with him because they didn't want…

I’m A Wreck

Back to being a wreck, haha. I'm failing my math class HARDDDD!! Like, I don't understand any of this crap, I do English, History, and Psychology.. Not numbers.. Unfortunately, I need it to finish my grade twelve, but it looks like I'm never going to get there, haha. Oh god. Well, this sucks. I guess…

CIO Method

Okay, I am in this group of mom's on Facebook who LOVE to bash other mom's it's hilarious because the admins all act like they're thirteen. If ONE person doesn't agree with their opinions, they tag ALL of the other admins in the comments and they gang up on that one person, it's ridiculous!! Anyhow,…

I’m Sorry.

I just wanted to apologize for letting my blog become a very disorganized shit show. I've been in a horrible mood for the last while and I've just been needing to get shit off my chest. It has gotten to the point where I get mad over the slightest things, I mean, I've always gotten…

Psychology Class

Okay, I'm not going to lie, I am VERY MUCH enjoying Psychology class.. Well.. I was.. Until my teacher made us group up and now I'm in a group with Jen and Kirsten. Jen, not bad. I don't mind her. She's quiet, funny, random, very soft spoken.... But Kirsten? Okay.... So in Psych, we are learning…

Daily Prompt: Conversant

There is a feeling I am far too familiar with. It's the feeling of heartbreak. I am very sick of feeling this, feeling like somebody ripped out my heart just to spit on it and then throw it in the trash. That's what my entire relationship with Brandon has been. He has done nothing but…

Word Prompt: Present

At this current point in time.. This moment of my life.. I am no longer of sure what to feel. I haven't been happy, I haven't been sad.. I've been highly depressed, but even that has disappeared. I've been rather tired, but I get no sleep. I want to get up and clean, but I…

RANT POST

So I would LOVE to know why the fuck it matters that I am the mother of my son. I mean, so just because I'm his mother, I should get less sleep? I should take care of him all night after school? I should be the only one who feeds and changes him? I'm sorry,…