Email to my Mental Health Counsellor

Hi Brent. I'm having troubles sleeping tonight.. Usually I'm asleep by 12 and awake again by 2.. But tonight I feel horrible.. I'm going to use you as a journal really quick. I can't seem to get this crap off my mind; I hate thinking about it, but it just won't go away. I feel…

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When I Think of Suicide

I just had a meeting with my mental health counsellor this Tuesday, he asked me what it means to me when I think about suicide. I was far too anxious to answer, also, three small lines are far from big enough. I had trouble thinking, I was scared of being judged, so I let him…

Been Busy

Hey guys, I'm sorry I haven't been blogging lately. I actually have been, but the phone I'm using apparently hasn't been uploading my posts when I finish them. So anyway, we're having a great time with our baby, we couldn't be happier. Other than the fact that people keep giving me shit for putting tape…

Daily Prompt: Tame

So here's a good one, and I haven't done one of these in a while because I haven't really been able to blog much since having a child; He is now fifteen days old. I love him very much and he needs special care and a lot of attention. So for the fact that I…

Broke My Phone

So, I broke my phone today, on accident. I was heading into the kitchen to make my son a bottle and I dropped my phone on the floor, and now almost the entire screen is black and I can't do anything with it. LUCKILY, there's a guy in my city who fixes phone screens. I…

Family Fun

Yesterday was a great day; Brandon's mom invited us out to a corn maze. We had so much fun, it was Brandon, his mom, her husband, Brandon's sister, his nephew, our son, and I. This was our son''s first corn maze. He won't remember it because he's only thirteen days old and slept through the…

Let’s Rant

Okay, I'm in a bit of a bitchy mood, said something I shouldn't have said to my boyfriend, but he pissed me off!! So I've been after my boyfriend for a month to clean out his car, and he just wouldn't.. He kept saying "Yep, I will," and never did; it really annoyed the hell out…

Rape vs. Consent (Opinion and Rant)

So, today I was on Facebook (of course, what else would I be doing with my life) and there was a post making a joke about rape. Okay, so I honestly don't care.. Like, I do, it shouldn't be joked about in my opinion, laughing about rape is my only way of coping with the times…